So they thought I'm a cowardly docile spoiled child. Well~ let me tell you this. I have to beg like a homeless kid every time I want something. I get my grades because I'm not a whining little brat like you guys are. I have been a loner ever since I was born due to the large age gaps between my siblings. And due to that, I'm not scared of you rich brats.
I've enough with people like them. That's why I'm writing this. I'm gonna write the things that I'm dying to shout at them. By "them", I mean those people who had hurt my feelings. Its not like it's a serious thing or something. it's just that somehow I realize that the longer I bottle my feelings up, the worser my mental state become. Hate is like poison, if you procrastinate in healing them, it slowly spreads and intoxicate you with its venomous toxin. Do you get it? You will change into a foolish paranoid person. Doubting everyone. Making you think more than you need.
To my former and current haters. I may look innocent, snobby, full of myself, confident and sometimes annoying. Well, I usually do not mind those thoughts because it's funny. For instance, "snobby". I'm not a social butterfly nor an anti-social, it just that I'm an awkward person. Plus I don't have any similar interest with my classmates. K-pop, whatever pop or in short, the entertainment world seems shallow to me. Getting obsessed with this so called 'art'-ists is foolish. Then gossiping like nosy middle aged women. Heh, I can list all the things that I think I can't negotiate with them. But that's another story.
I just want you guys to know that everything is not what it seems to be. Don't judge people too quickly. Put yourself in their shoes before you start judging them. I can see your flaw, but I still can list your good points. I believe that some people have good reasons of why they become like they are although the rest of them are just assholes who take life for granted.
Your artificial life won't last long. Why can't you guys understand what I'm trying to relay to you? Why must you choose to become an ignorant human? I'm merely thinking about each of you. Why can't you see it?
There is something I wanted to tell you guys. I forgive everyone. Today, good things happened to me and I finally see the beauty of trust and a world free from paranoia. I want to feel all those beautiful emotions. Remember this though, if you people step over the boundary one more time, I'll whirl my mask away and let you glimpse my other face. Ah, I feel good now.
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